Wednesday, April 25, 2007
family day!!!
i lost my camera charger. okie. not mine! but i lost it! rubbish! so anger and disappointed with myself. nvm!
been home late on mon and tues. No time to eat dinner also. But still managed to eat. so many things on hand. how can i go ahead with my studies.
can my charger be found?
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
wanted to blog for a very long time... yet blogger's giving me some stucked-in-the-middle-of-nowhere sign in pg...
been kinda busy. i luv busy life. cause it gives me excuses for not participating actively in my nicely decorated lecture notes and tutorials. i really can picture the day of getting a lvl results.. a flop for each and every subject. i can't get myself going.. but at least i have done a great deal of activities and had a breakthrough by really enjoyin my JC life.
but sometimes when i get too contented. i forgot the trouble that i've brought along... i can't convince myself to let go of the fact that i can make ppl laugh superficially. they laugh not because they felt happy from the bottom of their hearts but they laugh for the sake of entertaining me. haix. it's okay.
harmonica concert was my greatest achievement for the month i must say.. standing on the stage w/o trembling during quartet was really surprising even for myself. i just want the performance to be good.. and i really recaped the happy moments and i assured that older memories were indeed unforgettable... anyway, shan't be too particular about it.. here's some photos taken during the concert...
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Friday, February 09, 2007
aiyaya... slept at 4.30am today. not tired and not crazy. kind of sombre today. nvm.
what a busy day today. not possible to have proper meals. tooooopid.. nvm. tdy is over.
and not sleeping at 4 plus, i did stupid stuff.. - take photos!
new train. extremely comfortable.
looks nice!! but not nice...:(
lantern making!!! everyone helping out except me!! (cos i don't want to ruin the beauty of it)
i like things with nice smell!i love chemistry lect. bcos of mr yong. he's really funny. monday SPA he assessed us. whenever he is in my sight range, i would want to burst out laughing. and when i call for him to be "assessed" i'm trying to control. lolx. okay no funny. didn't know why i didn't support his piano performance last year...
physics lect. was traumatised. cos i thought of something.
GP lect, the video was equally demoralising.
and TAFM meeting was equally bad. don't understand what is there to hide? just felt like toring the banner design. just sick and tired of drawing and redrawing. i'm alright with it. but some part of me just felt like i resisting it. afterall, my banner may not be chosen.. right?
what a freak-out day..
need to do HC proposal now. ran out of ideas.
and the only right thing is -> the downloading speed.
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
time to update this dead blog. going to come out with new year resolutions soon. [i know 1 jan is over, but i go by the traditional calender. can??] btw, finally changed the outlook. i just think black is the best and impeccable for me. didn't really change the details. cos i just felt like updating. and i'm still struggling with GP. and haven't write something called - letter. this year is really filled with activites. so happy and yet, i don't have confidence to cope well. and my FRS!!! grrr.. now that i haven't got any intention to sleep, i think i will go crazy tmr. and i don't have the mood for that.
and reminding myself of x-country.. it is FUN! hurhurhur...
went to J8 and saw lots of nerds! and yoshinoya-ed too!
eat.eat.eat.
*i'm retard-ed. ah dumb's idea on using the VGA cam. and make funny faces.
but she herself is extremely relunctant to look like a clown!
those on the bus! randal tryin to look away, but stil caught by my camera.. hiaks*
meaning of unglam* errr.. 
steal money!!!!!
advertising for a particular brand of drink...
"we are all happy to allow gs's camera to capture us!"
if i don't change, nothing will.
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Friday, December 08, 2006
have been reading death note mangas [last time i skipped all the way to the last chapter... since i forgot where i stopped] kira couldn't understand that the presence of bad guys had brought out the presence of good guys. if you do not classify anything as bad, how do you know that something is good? don't you think that if there is no unfilial children, there wouldn't be old folks' home.. and there wouldn't be volunteers.. and you wouldn't think that volunteers are kind-hearted people... but then i wouldn't agree that kira is wrong. because the fact that people have different ideologies from one another. and that in this world, the majority wins. it's because that many people think the same way as L and N that they would have a group of people catching Kira. if not, kira would be right... okay. just crapping... "a rotten world... politics...justice...education...what made this world right?"___DNM-105
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
FULFILLINGHolidays are long... but everyday passes by instantly. i have tried so many things in this nov. and now i am so FREE. oh well, it wouldn't last long. going to START on my hill worth of HMWK soon.. and going to cope with lethargic-ness for the next week or so. been spending quite a lot recently also. so what's my point of ___?anyway, all i learnt this holidays were mostly moral values. how the society works. of equivalence to life skills. i saw how people oversee the differences between individuals, and despite harmless sarcasm, they were motive-less. how long have i not survive with such people? kind of long i think. like what 940, 10, suggested that they were really "poison-less", i came to realise that i immerse in a slight presence of extremely-detectable intention to harm. if the bananas were removed, wouldn't it be good?been reflecting upon myself. yet, i can't change. probably this is what i have, and i shan't change.and i want to go KBOX. (with beloved friends...)overall, shall say its wonderful and fulfilling week in my entire life. probably not the most. but well, training camp coming, going back though not invited. but my motive wasn't to see them but just to return what i owe...
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Nov 02, 2006yeah last thurs went to vivo to watch movie with 9 ppl from my class... we are so on okay!!!!went to watch the grudge 2.. and then the cinema is astonishingly grand. the theatre was good. u can life up the arm rest.. so u and ure friends and cluster together and scream together while watching the show.. we were the only ones screaming away in the cine becasue we went there to scream. pay $8 to scream okay!! then we kept saying we are not from PJC... lolthen we went to create havoc at toysarus.. so hilarious and we are like finding back our childhood memories.. but the fact that we are still young doesn't change!!! well, the photos will get u more details....[can't believe i'm so patient to upload =)][940,ah dumb, my,jk,randal,chyelang,cf,ps,hz and me]
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