*gUarD_

2007-04-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

family day!!!

i lost my camera charger. okie. not mine! but i lost it! rubbish! so anger and disappointed with myself. nvm!

been home late on mon and tues. No time to eat dinner also. But still managed to eat. so many things on hand. how can i go ahead with my studies.

can my charger be found?

2007-04-08T05:44:00.000-07:00

wanted to blog for a very long time... yet blogger's giving me some stucked-in-the-middle-of-nowhere sign in pg...

been kinda busy. i luv busy life. cause it gives me excuses for not participating actively in my nicely decorated lecture notes and tutorials. i really can picture the day of getting a lvl results.. a flop for each and every subject. i can't get myself going.. but at least i have done a great deal of activities and had a breakthrough by really enjoyin my JC life.

but sometimes when i get too contented. i forgot the trouble that i've brought along... i can't convince myself to let go of the fact that i can make ppl laugh superficially. they laugh not because they felt happy from the bottom of their hearts but they laugh for the sake of entertaining me. haix. it's okay.

harmonica concert was my greatest achievement for the month i must say.. standing on the stage w/o trembling during quartet was really surprising even for myself. i just want the performance to be good.. and i really recaped the happy moments and i assured that older memories were indeed unforgettable... anyway, shan't be too particular about it.. here's some photos taken during the concert...

2007-02-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

aiyaya... slept at 4.30am today. not tired and not crazy. kind of sombre today. nvm.

what a busy day today. not possible to have proper meals. tooooopid.. nvm. tdy is over.

and not sleeping at 4 plus, i did stupid stuff.. - take photos!

new train. extremely comfortable.

looks nice!! but not nice...:(

lantern making!!! everyone helping out except me!! (cos i don't want to ruin the beauty of it)

i like things with nice smell!

i love chemistry lect. bcos of mr yong. he's really funny. monday SPA he assessed us. whenever he is in my sight range, i would want to burst out laughing. and when i call for him to be "assessed" i'm trying to control. lolx. okay no funny. didn't know why i didn't support his piano performance last year...

physics lect. was traumatised. cos i thought of something.

GP lect, the video was equally demoralising.

and TAFM meeting was equally bad. don't understand what is there to hide? just felt like toring the banner design. just sick and tired of drawing and redrawing. i'm alright with it. but some part of me just felt like i resisting it. afterall, my banner may not be chosen.. right?

what a freak-out day..

need to do HC proposal now. ran out of ideas.

and the only right thing is -> the downloading speed.

2007-02-06T08:58:00.000-08:00

time to update this dead blog. going to come out with new year resolutions soon. [i know 1 jan is over, but i go by the traditional calender. can??] btw, finally changed the outlook. i just think black is the best and impeccable for me. didn't really change the details. cos i just felt like updating. and i'm still struggling with GP. and haven't write something called - letter. this year is really filled with activites. so happy and yet, i don't have confidence to cope well. and my FRS!!! grrr.. now that i haven't got any intention to sleep, i think i will go crazy tmr. and i don't have the mood for that.

and reminding myself of x-country.. it is FUN! hurhurhur...

went to J8 and saw lots of nerds! and yoshinoya-ed too!

eat.eat.eat.

*i'm retard-ed. ah dumb's idea on using the VGA cam. and make funny faces.

but she herself is extremely relunctant to look like a clown!

those on the bus! randal tryin to look away, but stil caught by my camera.. hiaks*

meaning of unglam* errr..

steal money!!!!!

advertising for a particular brand of drink...

"we are all happy to allow gs's camera to capture us!"

if i don't change, nothing will.

2006-12-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

have been reading death note mangas [last time i skipped all the way to the last chapter... since i forgot where i stopped]

kira couldn't understand that the presence of bad guys had brought out the presence of good guys. if you do not classify anything as bad, how do you know that something is good? don't you think that if there is no unfilial children, there wouldn't be old folks' home.. and there wouldn't be volunteers.. and you wouldn't think that volunteers are kind-hearted people...
but then i wouldn't agree that kira is wrong. because the fact that people have different ideologies from one another. and that in this world, the majority wins. it's because that many people think the same way as L and N that they would have a group of people catching Kira. if not, kira would be right...

okay. just crapping...

"a rotten world... politics...justice...education...what made this world right?"___DNM-105

2006-12-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

FULFILLING

Holidays are long... but everyday passes by instantly.
i have tried so many things in this nov. and now i am so FREE. oh well, it wouldn't last long. going to START on my hill worth of HMWK soon.. and going to cope with lethargic-ness for the next week or so. been spending quite a lot recently also. so what's my point of ___?

anyway, all i learnt this holidays were mostly moral values. how the society works. of equivalence to life skills. i saw how people oversee the differences between individuals, and despite harmless sarcasm, they were motive-less. how long have i not survive with such people? kind of long i think. like what 940, 10, suggested that they were really "poison-less", i came to realise that i immerse in a slight presence of extremely-detectable intention to harm. if the bananas were removed, wouldn't it be good?

been reflecting upon myself. yet, i can't change. probably this is what i have, and i shan't change.
and i want to go KBOX. (with beloved friends...)

overall, shall say its wonderful and fulfilling week in my entire life. probably not the most. but well, training camp coming, going back though not invited. but my motive wasn't to see them but just to return what i owe...

2006-11-08T06:11:00.000-08:00

Nov 02, 2006

yeah last thurs went to vivo to watch movie with 9 ppl from my class... we are so on okay!!!!
went to watch the grudge 2.. and then the cinema is astonishingly grand. the theatre was good. u can life up the arm rest.. so u and ure friends and cluster together and scream together while watching the show.. we were the only ones screaming away in the cine becasue we went there to scream. pay $8 to scream okay!! then we kept saying we are not from PJC... lol
then we went to create havoc at toysarus.. so hilarious and we are like finding back our childhood memories.. but the fact that we are still young doesn't change!!! well, the photos will get u more details....

[can't believe i'm so patient to upload =)]
[940,ah dumb, my,jk,randal,chyelang,cf,ps,hz and me]

so gonna change my layout...

2006-11-07T05:25:00.000-08:00

havent been updating because i love to post photos but blogger detest this idea a lot. i really want to upload tonnes of photos... but then as the blogger doesn't allow me to put 5 photos in one go [although they have this function] well, i should just be contented and use abc to illustrate whatever i have in my mind..

particularly contented with changing my handphone cover, it is actually a tiny crack then it extends all the way to the other end.. [i want to upload the photo... but my USB port is a freak] heex...N73 rock... and the problem with new phones is that.. i want themes i want games and the producer aren't being too updated...

and recently i'm a swimming craze.. i love to immerse in the water and listen to the serenity around me. i think i swam at least 3 times a week.. and wakeboarding is extremely fun and refreshing except that i'm too retard to wear a cotton shirt.. [ and i felt so greenish-special]... and i have been drinking lots of FRESH RESERVOIR water.. luckily its bedok's, if its kallang i think i can go and stay in the hospital... [jking]

and i'm really hating PW.. pW is rUBbish rubbish rubbish!!!!! GRRRRR....[shan't elaborate further]

life after promos were quite enriching, i felt that i can't cope with schoolwork and real work, i just fell asleep whenever i reach home... i think i'm just a person born to waste my life away, slp slp slp, watch watch watch, don't know what life is about.. luckily, children camp's coming woohoo.. can torture the kids [erm...]

and then i dont like my blog skin at all.. i've actually came out with a good idea [in the head only] but havent devise the plan... and the happiest thing in life is that.. i dont have to take chinese 'A's.. so sorry.. but the humiliation and jeering during the 'O's were too vivid....

2006-10-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

pick a storey and jump.
storey 89 rocks.

youtube is a irritant now. slow loading power and causing errors so often. baka
results were so fascinating that i felt i would feel better if i have left the paper blank.
i dont feel like getting promoted. i dont feel like staying too.
i dont feel like studying during hols. i dont wanna look at those incomprehensible language with lots of mysterious diagrams. i tried hard but i've failed. or maybe i'm only deceiving myself...

life is depressing.
life is stupid.
death is a life boat.

2006-10-12T13:59:00.000-07:00

so?

life is busy.
i'm not used to it.
but i love it.

everyone is born with a gift.
but where's mine?

hard work pays off later
but laziness pay off NOW!!

2006-10-10T06:23:00.000-07:00

STAY ALIVE

ytd after SPA stayed back for some practice and went to watch stay alive. it was indeed a thriller.. very exciting and they keep u in suspense and scare u off the seats. bababa.. felt like watching again..the sound effects were pretty good. tatata. i'm speechless...

Random 1 [PSI:100 and above]

random 2[fav drink]
random 3

someone's missing...

caught on camera =)

he must be thinking of himself and *ahem

2006-10-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

well, after a strenous week of examinations, i felt so empty now. was rather relieve that i finally can sleep like 10 hrs a day without feeling a bit of guilt. the most stunning and MI think i gonna do is to tidy up my belOved room. and i'm so gonna reprint almost all the physics notes because they are all torn and tattered.. so poor thing.

Ytd after messing with chemistry, we went to K box at marina to sing our hearts out.. some guys joined us. but were chased out soon after because they were there "visiting ", so they can't stay long.. but they still mananged to spice up the atmosphere alot... *chilli chilli hot hot*.. bwahahaha.. really ecstatic ytd.. and today going out again!!! woo-hoo.. well, here are some pics taken on my bdae.. didn't hv time to upload during the "critical" period... lalala

29.09.06

i love assoC__

2006-09-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Me!!!

I have 34 cakes.
I'm contented.
Of all present.I love friendship the best.
Thanks for your cakes. prezzie. wishings. =)

[Mp.Jy.Xiuhui.Jaz.BohBoh.CF.JocE.Ning Ge-ge.Nugget.PS.aNdre.]
[AssoC*Tinzzie.Mozzie.Lizzie*]

Lots of Love and Wishes....**

2006-09-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

sa shi bu ni

the past weeks was a mouthful of lies for myself.haix. think i may fail promos. but then there's still time.. just have to go on. i managed to hoax myself into a maths freak. but for other subs, i could only look pathetically at the amt of chapters i have to cover.. and for today i have gotta no mood to go to school. but some how something's calling me there. well, but in the end, nothing good happened. or rather some insenitivitly kelldish maroons ruined my day.. for a moment i thought i was really nice not to slap some sarcastic rebuttals into the person's brain.. but anyway, the next time i would make the person hate me. yes, i'm a pro in that..

well, very much want to post some pics. but so moody..
and yes!!i got a new phone. i love it very much!! and the word is love ... haha.. my highly desired phone.. and one impt thing is that it turns me into a great mugger w/o ppl realising it.. i could put ppt slides in my phone.. and mug on the train.. ohhh.. so u won't me seeing me hibernating on the train or rather staring on the wide screen... oh.. i love my phone.!!

and anyway, i was so stunned by how much someone's mugging.. i mean mug to this extend is no use the.. qns do change.. u need a flexible mind.. lalala.. and i dont have a single percentage of that.. oh well, gotta mess with my beloved phone....

2006-08-31T12:54:00.000-07:00

Teacher's day was celebrated with a torrential rain in the morning. I felt blessed to see people whom i don't really get to see the the morning on the same train as i do. saved the hassle of having to call around for aid. but in anyway, 100 thanks to them!!
Feeling that the celebration as rather dull and routined. I would prefer the aces day dance, which the pe teachers frantically call us to repeat again and again and again. all their efforts have gone to the rubbish dump. heaven's so kind.
Going back to swiss wasn't in my plan if i haven't been released at 9 plus. rather glad to return as i got to take photos with ppl whom i rarely saw nowadays. grabbing anyone who walk pass and say hi to take a shot was excitingly-stupid-but-memorable. Shan't blabber on...

New hair dye... as impressed as ever.

my grand-daughter.. still owe her "ang baos".. lol

Grand-daughter too... yeah!!

Lz's fav. t'cher!!

Long Thumb no see...

2E1!! conspiracy up the sleeve..

my gave me this!! they kidnapped them!!! hern!

LUNCH!! we love mr.long! or mr.John...

Last shot!!

2006-08-26T09:22:00.001-07:00

DEATH COUNT

can i just be dead?
i think that ppl to die young must have been fabulous and perfect. nice people vanish so soon that u could capture none. probably heaven needed them desperately to balance the universe. earth is a place of suffering. where ppl gives mercy with a mask. kindess with a plot. and cruelty is the reality. and btw I'm DARN ANGRY. i saw photo of an abused and starved dog. damn u whoever have done that. how dare u do such an atrocious thing. if u are angry or u are not well-connected, could u just bang ureself on the cold wall. if u really are psychopath enough.. abuse cats !!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope u can live to the age of 100.. [bad ppl die old to atone their sins]
there's no pt searching for meaning of life in this world. u just have to carry on. everything is decided the day i was born. the sealed fate...

2006-08-17T03:49:00.000-07:00

i'm alive
but my comp's dead.
therefore, i pronounce this blog ... DEAD

and here are some of the activities during my comp's peaceful slumber. Ohh... well well..

unprepared..
YEAH!
CF eating.. [.. the rest censored..(** ard)]

PS and her serious look

As the saying goes " looks are deceiving" the food is un-deliciously edible

JY Scolded me for uploading this.. cos she erm u know dont look **** here...

Thanks to JY's timeable camera to allow this!!!

Usual cam-whoring location

stopping here the comp here isn't effective lolx.. thanks to JY for lending her comp...

gonna start some real mugging soon..

2006-08-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

DISAPPEAR....

anyone ever reading?
Weeks have past, and i'm standing on the same spot. sign. dont have the motivation to be an ultimate mugger. although i do not wish to be labelled as that, i do wish to excel a little bit. where disappointment looms over, i couldn't help but to convince myself to do what i hated.

where further elaboration would cause discomfort, nothing shall be mentioned

places i mugged at: RR, WRL, NYP FJ, SP LIB, Marina KFC, Novena Starbucks. its exciting and refreshing to portray our mugger-ness in different spots. lolx. had lots of fun. and can't forget the 10 hours mugging marathon.

At SP

AJ. Please learn

At FAR [playing]

Mastering the art of using technology

2006-07-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

shinu.

no warmth
the PR was splendid. as it reflects how unworthy i was. i didn't knew that they could come up with sth as specific as this. of course, the irksome me who is always non-chalent and gives freaking attitudes is fated to be insulted. convince me that the comments were biased. i could never outrun fate. yet, i would never concede defeat. even if i'm an airhead. it would soon become a fully-blown balloon. but how soon?
RIP for the past.
unlock the future.

2006-07-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

sealed fate

watched potc-dmc and liked jack sparrow more...

this week was unusually hectic. so many hw impeding my will to study the previous chapters. i know i'm being too retro here. but then i'm serious about excelling. i don't mind mugging till 9pm everyday [as long as there's a company]. so long i could watch an hour of show its alright. after trying for a day, i found that it wasn't as productive as i deemed it to be. most probably the location and atmosphere wasn't appropriate. so, JY lets go to WRL to mug. trust me! we can really "engross" in our work!
not much of thoughts came up from me this week. fundamentally, i'm just too busy and tired to think. and coming back to reality, i have got at least a dozen of NC to do.

GP lessons wasn't helping much. its basically a review of secondary school work. i mean can you get a bit deeper into what jcians have gotta do? i wasted so much ink scrabbling graffiti on precious papers to illustrate how antagonise i was and how boring i felt.

went to buy stuff w JZ n PS. in the end we spent most of the time looking at the stuff we wanted. and spent some time on "official" matters. in the end, we still bought what we should. so mission completed.

Gonna Stop drinking BBT from tmr. yep. yep.

2006-07-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

revived my tagging

walking alone on streets, studying alone, playing alone. all of these doesn't represent loneliness. the true definition of loneliness is much more fearsome then this. it reveals its true form during the combination of a few worse-case-scenarios. *shivers. hence, ppl who suffered such tremors are beyond comprehension.. [crap]

celebrating other ppl's birthday. esp with a huge bevy of ppl circling the lucky star. it brightens one's day. well, but i dislike being treated with such high popularity. for me, those ppl are ... and they dont ... you from the ... of their .... well, i have an idea what to do for myself already. and school would likely be a taboo on that sacred day..

2006-07-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

retribution_

Scoldings and discrimination i fear not. the more abhorrent factor would be me, myself and I. bth. i destroy my pride, i destroy my future, i destroy everything that benefits me. thanks gs. you are a plague.alright self-reprimanding aside, i want to own N80!
been blabbering alot lately. shall stop it. and exco is so lovable..[sarcasim]

___dismantled<

2006-07-10T05:53:00.000-07:00

The world is not yours___//

I can't comprehend why some people love to criticise other people. I mean yes, you can criticise but not openly. First of all, you can't be the best person on earth then why should you even comment on other people's habits and behavior. And as JY's typical e.g of the english-freak, he simply is so full of himself. I mean he can't be the best in EL in this universe then how on earth did he convince himself to be a ignorant peacock? ~~Pathetically~~, he could only lift his head in front of people who is less proficient then him. Can't fathom it. And in the first place, their is no superiority and inferiority in the world. Humans split the world into two-the poor and the rich, because they are simply inferior and aware of the threat they faces. Hence, its humans naive thinking that the world splits. And, here i'm blabbering. Because i'm angry!

2006-07-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

What did you abandon?

Re-cycle lived up to its name to horrify the audience. However, it is not the selling point or rather what the directors are trying to convey. Well, as you see, as most spine-chilling movies are simply meaningless, re-cycle portrays otherwise. My opinion is that its repetitive reminder about abandoning "things" are waking calls to people to think before you do. Well, the idea of being abandon is indeed bloodcurdling and worthless. I can't understand the feeling for i wasn't thrown away by anyone. The movie was in an allusive style, which means you have got a big 'tank' to imagine. Well, the last part was still ambiguous. Can the director clarify themselves a bit?? All in all, the movie was meaningful as it brings you back to memory lane and ponder the "good" and the "bad" you have done. However, it wasn't worthwhile to spend 109mins of your life for some enlightenment.
Well, way before the movie ever starts, there were so many trailers. and then i've got so many movies i want to watch. 2 of which are stupid ghost stories. but then i'm a psycho and fancies it very much. the gross-er the better. just kidding..

pirates of the caribbean. dragon tiger gate. stay alive. mortuary.

2006-07-05T23:59:00.000-07:00

disability__

the trees looks exceptionally green after the downpour. what a wonderful sight. paradoxically, the person who views it seems to think otherwise. and i can't fathom it.
whatever the disappoint is, i would conquer it. deadline 06 sep 06.
and i sucks..

2006-07-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

naive_//
exams are never over. the end of one just signifies the other one is imminent. nevertheless, we should just throw the thoughts of studying away for the time being. or rather, just be a slacker

the happiest times were when i was with the assoC. i've seriously been obsessed with chemistry that i created a formula for assoC. assoC⁺¹. hurhur. stupid me. tmr is the day that decide whether i would lead a boring or challenging life. well, i prefer the former because its just me. don't want to ponder about it.

ok. so as the exams are over. and i become a ya-ya-papaya i went out with assoC. fun fun fun is the conclusion. the gift of time is indeed priceless.

[LiangYing] took it as requested by the childish me. but i seriously love photos.

envious of the 'pink' dye.

Life that is filled with warmth. [what a weird shape]

give me da scissors [hurhur]

we are all tired.

Life is fun. all over..

2006-06-26T02:18:00.000-07:00

holidays never failed to surprise me by going off so fast. afterall, all i studied for this holiday was probably a humbler 10% of all that i have to study. and mind you, i only started to flip thru gp notes today morning.. procrastination is killing me. yet, i wouldn't mind because to me, there's tonnes of tmrs for me to look forward to and work hard. and of course, this was never true.
thoughts keeping flowing into me during the weeks, and the conclusion was, its better to stay back another year for me. the pace is just too fast for me to chase after. although i admit that its sure laziness that's doing the harm, i just can't get myself going. and yet, while i remember some really-hurting-yet-you-can't-eliminate facts. i have the urge to study. this happily happened yesterday. which is to say, i have got no time to study.. and hell, what am i doing here?

is a funeral wake more expensive then U.A.?

2006-06-12T10:59:00.000-07:00

Inner Peace

For once, I thought that i have once again found the answer to my uncertainties. It's like, "yeah i solved this crap" and then i'm so carefree. And there comes another recurring problem. Haix. Human beings can never throw their troubles to the "recycling bins", how pathetic. Anyway, so theories and logic i created are rejected by me. Why do i create such mayhem for myself. Well, for one thing i could be assured of, i'm not alone.
Oh well, although this is supposedly a pessimistic blog yet I putting some life into it may make myself happier. *nods head repeatedly*. and many things happened in the two weeks, speaking about it would be boring. So, just look at these:

Back to swiss for some serious work - PW

-sj Log carrying[she trying to show that she's stronger. But hey, who don't know that my log was heavier.]

One of my fav. store* missed it*

In front of the pond

Ambush

Pure Imitation - I think she look pretty...lol

Playing marbles with them

following the motion

ting ting - very nice sweet easily found at food republic but it's like a black market there

are u afraid? just open your mouth!

helping out - free labour [ but i seem to be directing them to wrong way.. oh..who cares..]

the fries is oil-ing itself and i started to cam-whoring [hot word to use..lol]

Everyday we open up a new chapter of life, so, there's no point being too pessimistic all the time. Everything will be over...

2006-05-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

HAR.HAR CAMP 2006 ROCKS!

Lesson Learnt: Do not judge anything by its name.

H camp sounds truly monotonous and unexciting. However as the sub-title mentions, H camp was amusing, exciting and impressively organised. Honestly speaking, I tried to compare SJ camps with the H camp even before its arrival, and i think H camp would be bored, uncreative and disappointing. Yet, it turns out that H camp was seriously more innovative [as in the selection of games], and the amiable people around. Some look like full-time muggers. Yet, they are also full-time gamers. I really love it.
Saturday [27.05.06]
Initially, i felt that the practices was boring and unnecessary. Whatever it is, staying in a icy room and having some complicated problem with my throat, I just do not wish to play the instrument at all. Moreover, having people whom i do not know as HLs was truly a bad thing for me. But i was wrong, sinfully wrong. They were the most patient people i've seen so far and they aren't hypocrites [thats my observation]. they dont look like what they are at all. I thought i was excellent at judging people, yet, proven i was a naive brat.
Then, was the long-awaited and highly anticipated dirty games! After playing some useful icebreakers, i can feel that i'm returning to my old-self. I was glad and touched by that. The battle ship was the most memorable and valuable one. We failed to sink or hit any ship for at least 5 times. Yet our strong opponent sunk all our ship. In the midst of it, I felt some rebellion cells coming up and decided to sabotage the person who made us dirty. He was so merciless, we should not be mercy too. I like my idea of revolution. simply love it. Afterwhich we cleaned up, a
bevy of girls bathing at the same time was comical and extremely hilarious. I felt it this way. Maybe others wouldn't think much about this too. Who cares? As long as i'm happy about it, i wouldn't care.
Overall, night walk wasn't as scary as i thought it would be. Yet, some superstitous thoughts filled my brains when i was standing alone in the field. Frightening thoughts just kept appearing, yet, i managed to find back my beloved section members. Love them lots.
Sunday [28.05.06]
Woosh. Another fun day. I was pretty upset by knowing something. But eventually i dont really think about it anymore. Pessimistic me. How could i? Ok. Early in the morning eat breakfast. I think i look like a glutton. Ok. Forget it. Then its practise again. 45 mins only, how grateful should i be? Then we had inter-cca track comp. We lost the race, but we won the cheer. We ROCKS!!!! Har wo men zhen de hen bu chuo.
Then was scanvature hunt, not exciting but it was likeable. Then was ultimate frisbee. thanks to H and E tat we did quite well. Won the first part. Lost the second part. The second game was an unforgetable one. The opponently was undeniable strong [because they have got male giraffe with elongated arms] but i do not have much memory of how i played the game. All i could remember was that, i try throw the frisbee to the second storey. Impressive to be ridicule at, yet unprofessional enough for my team to get it. If u think this is most amazing think S1 could do then u are just a international big sotong head. YL did a amazing feat, she scored the frisbee into the BASKETBALL NET. Moreover, its LAN BAN QIU. It turns one round inside the net. I Laughed so hard at it. So when they announce that X was the winner, I was so freaking excited about it. [lol, i'm refering to what YL has done]. And lunch was unenjoyable that i ate at top speed.
The amazing race was another hot favourite. Although we lost to X [annoying], yet we found enthusiasm, team spirit and laughter. My memory library is going to expand so much. Fret no, it wouldn't explode. We were the last to leave the hall yet the fastest to reach it. I could see the desire and passion to win. I was looking forward to this for a long time. That was why i played to the best of my ability during frisbee. After which, i was too lethargic to do anything. Trying to catch some sleep somewhere. And my enthusiasm level plummeted. So tiring.!!!! They should give afternoon naps.
all in all, this camp makes me feel that my H seniors are a bevy of capable, patient, amiable, and innovative people. Where to find? Love them lots. and i love my section even more. Great people all around.

The people makes the band. We soar.

2006-05-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

Every ending is a new beginning.
How i wish this is not true. June holidays was supposedly for leisure, yet it is filled with remedials, makeups and of course studying for mid-years. And that goes my hibernation plan. Anyway, i did not look forward to holidays. It is strange.
Being guility for sleeping seven hours today, i woke up with a split headache. Feels like my cells are playing tug-of-war. And suddenly, i felt so stressed up, helpless and stupid that i almost tadala and wanted the tada very much. Luckily i was in school, it hinders me to do stupid things. Anyway, no one would care about how stupid i'm when i tadala. So, I faked a smile.
Was not able to speak properly again. Second day in the row, and i'm the one who caused it. Upset by this fact, let i couldn't control. Woo. And i LOST my ezlink and FOUND it again.
I seriously believe in karma. However, i believe in rewards too. Sign.

When people die young, there is nothing to be sad about.For they have left this sinful world for the heaven. They live happily in heaven as they are free from the scheming society. Hence, only the good ones die early.

2006-05-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

I've changed the design. At least it looks decent. However, i'm not at all satisfied with it. Tonnes to do before i transform this blog into something presentable. Decided that i should seriously learn some htmls during the month long break. Indeed, I would try filling myself with activities.
While tomorrow would be the last day of school for the term, I was disgruntled to know that I've done nothing at all. No achievements. No passes in any of the tests. I know its atrocious of me to spend the days sleeping but i could not control it. Ask my brain.
Woo. Our very own 0206 blog is created. Well, it is not a formal one. The blog is for us to scandal! Updates for the latest scandal and then giving evidence. This is fun yet childish. Whatever the case is, I'm supportive of it.
Why do people only get along well with one another when they carry each other secrets. When there is gossips for them, they certainly become cliques. Sign. I cannot be bother by it anyone. And, i could not speak even a proper sentence today. Ok. It is my problem.

me.alone.again.

2006-05-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

Life was melancholy as usual. Despite that, i learnt a pretty good lesson today. "you will achieve what you want if you work hard". While people already knew that since they were young i only knew it today. It was inevitable for a lazy bum like me. Oh well...
All thanks to our outstanding v.ball team that we earned half a day off. Still, got to stay in school for cca. Boring.
I was fraught with thoughts this few days, ever since i got to know some facts. My inability to differentiate whose good and whose bad have became a barrier for me. Maybe these HOT questions are pestering me too much, that i do not want to face it anymore. I slept 10 hours yesterday. Is anyone capable of doing this during weekdays?

2006-05-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

the design suck a bit. cause i've got zero knowledge abt blog htmls though. dont even know how to put tag boards. and certainly dont know where to find designs. forgot all about it..
whatever.. this would be a start. where unhappy memories are kept in words. while happy memories are kept in the heart.. in short, entries are gonna be pessimistic.. like my usual self.